You know that feeling when you don’t know exactly what you’re feeling, but you know you’re feeling something? I get that a lot when I miss someone. There’s people in our lives who we’re literally addicted to talking to. To be honest, you might be addicted to them.
His touch when he runs his fingers up and down your arms while you fall asleep in his, his eyes when he looks deep into yours, his smile and his laugh when you do something silly, like dancing in front of him … his kiss after he tells you he loves you. I’m addicted to his actions, everything he does makes me happy. It’s comforting having someone there for you, having someone there to open up to and be yourself around.
Then there’s the words he says. Maybe people are right, that words don’t mean much, actions really show how he feels. But if someone says the meanest things to you, then takes you in their arms at night…that’s just not right. That’s not what makes a good relationship. Words mean a lot between to people. Falling asleep to their voice, when he tells you all the things he loves about you, and why you mean so much to him, it’s like the perfect lullaby. Going to sleep happy makes waking up every morning easier.
When you have all of these things every single day, it almost hurts when you can’t have them. When you can’t talk to them or when you have to go days without seeing them. You try to be productive and you try to keep on going but it doesn’t work out like you hope it will because you know something is missing. It’s always that one person. Isn’t it amazing how one single person can change your entire life?
Forever Thoughtful 